Day Pass Heaven

staring at the walls closing in breath caught hearts unraveling late night thoughts creep like thieves in the dark memories tangle pulling me apart what if i chase the wrong kind of light now i'm lost in the weight of my fight questions burn no answers ignite every scar tells a story i can't rewrite the mirror cracks where they lie i tell deeper i fall trapped in my own hell i'm screaming like no one hears the call waves crashing hard against these brittle walls digging through the ruins of who i used to be finding pieces shattered but they're setting me free this fake in my chest it's all i know turning inward letting the raw pain show faded dreams replay on a broken real regret stack high did i build me to feel did i build these chains or did they bind me first chasing shadows of a life i curse trembles tremble as truth starts to pierce voices in my head drowning out the thirst the silence screams louder than i can bear unraveling threads of despair you i'm screaming as i know when here's the call waves crashing hard against these brittle walls digging through the ruins of who i used to be finding pieces shattered but they're setting me free this fake in my chest it's all i know turning inward letting the raw pain show let the flood pour out no more hiding face the doubt raw and bleeding finally alive in the chaos i start to thrive i'm screaming but now i hear the call waves crashing hard but i won't fall digging through the ruins rebuilding from debris pieces coming to together finally seeing me this fake in my chest turning into fire turning inward rising higher staring at the walls looked at the walls but they're breaking down steady now a wearer in my crown wow wow wow wow wow