The Lie I Told Myself

Staring into the void inside Eyes locked on The stranger I hide Every scar I carve runs deep Memories bleed where secrets sleep I chase the ghost of who I was Lost in the maze of what I does Questions claw at fragile skin What, what have I become? Where to begin? I am the lie I told myself Deering through the shadows Hate the face that stares back at me Burning all the chains I make Scream until the pain explodes I am broken, I am lost Fuck the man I pretend to be Self-deceit is killing me Nights dissolve in waves of doubt Pulling under, never out Faces fade but guilt remains Of my endless chains No way, no band Regrets a blade that twists within Carving truths I can't begin to face The storm I brewed alone In this prison of flesh and bone I am the lie I told myself Tearing through the shell Hate the face that stares back at me Burning all the chains I make Scream until the pain explodes I am broken, I am lost Fuck the man I pretend to be Self-deceit is killing me Maybe in the wreckage I find light A spark beneath the endless night Confront the beast I fed for years Swallow all my coward fears One breath, one truth Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Just cracks Unraveling the map The real me sings Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map Unraveling the map